Sounds like a problem we'd all like to have, doesn't it? I think it is, especially in the realm of internet dating. I'm old enough to be well aware that it happened often long before cyberdating too, but now there are SO MANY readily accessible men/pictures on the internet from all over the world that it can get overwhelming. Unfortunately, rather than love the one we're with, we seem to be perpetually looking for that elusive prettier face, better sense of humor, mind blowing sex partner,... Read More

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Before the revelation finally struck me that I was indeed gay, I believed I merely had a lust problem that needed to be solved. For 15 years, I struggled and fought to quench the fire inside, but it would not die. I worked hard at getting closer to God, because I believed my distance from him was what made me so evil. I attended Bible college and worked to become a minister. I sought the counsel and prayer of pious elders. I married in good faith and truly believed I was in love, but I also m... Read More

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Today's blog is just a couple of random thoughts, something I thought you might find a bit funny...or maybe not.

I have been looking into starting an exercise program, really more of a fitness philosophy than a program per se, called CrossFit (www.crossfit.com). On their website, they indicate that the program has been adopted by elite Special Forces and Navy SEALs types. This got me to thinking of my own Army experiences and Physical Training (PT). There was a particularly fun... Read More

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I have often been asked why in the world I'm attracted to much older men. Beyond the fact that I'm genuinely physically attracted to them (how do you explain why you like the color blue? It just is), I think the below essay as posted on the Silverfoxlist on Yahoo, contains much of what attracts me so much to older men.

The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she... Read More

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Before the revelation finally struck me that I was indeed gay, I believed I merely had a ?lust problem? that needed to be solved. For 15 years, I struggled and fought to quench the fire inside, but it would not die. I sought to get closer to God, because I believed my distance from him was what made me so evil. I sought the counsel and prayer of pious elders and went to seminary in order to become a minister. I married in good faith and truly believed I was in love... Read More

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